Letting you go was never easy.

Everything is building up within me

2011-07-13T19:41:00.005+08:00

Firstly .....................

O level chinese oral today was HELL..... literally. i was really nervous and my heart was beating sooooo fast.

Omg so, the passage was about some environment and volunteering so basically, i was thinking of what to say about environment, and something along that line, for the conversation. Then when i went to the examiner, and they asked , '' singapore's population is increasing rapidly, what are your views? ''

I STONED. YES I LITERALLY DID. i was like super duper ultra shocked and i really felt my mind TOTAL BLACK OUT.

seriously, first time i truly experienced the meaning of ''black out'' . i used to think that people who say their mind blacked out is exaggerating but no.... i TRULY understand that now.

I really felt so depressed and i wanted to cry after the oral ):

Okay so to summarise : I SCREWED MY ORAL. LITERALLY.

omg i just hope that my overall result can hit A2. i really really dont want to drop out of hcl !! :( :( :( :( :(

Enough of ranting. i just pray that i can remain in HCL. keeping fingers crossed.

Basically, school's been kinda a bore and SOME lessons never fail to hypnosis me to sleep okay. I'm starting to dislike band. yes, definitely cus of YOU and your disgusting face. eeeek, it DISGUSTS me.

Followed by some other really annoying face which never fail to spoil my mood.

So yup? i ain't enjoying band like how i used to. :(

i guess that's all for today. goodbye!

Missing everything we used to share

2011-07-11T21:44:00.010+08:00

OKAY. i'm here to blog again! HI!

School is like crazy nowadays okay. lessons everyday ending at what.... 4+ and like cca 6+ ?! im like freaking tired and stressed lah.

Anyway............ I'm kinda scared and excited for the performance this sunday! hope everything goes well!

And from now onwards, i'm gonna have the motivation to study. NO MORE LAST MINUTE. i've to make this a promise, hopefully.

So well........i guess that's all. Won't be posting too often! bye!

I just hope i can go through this, unscathed.

I need some fun

2011-07-03T01:00:00.003+08:00

Let's see, first week of school passed really slowly. It was basically hell looking at our timetables for the rest of the year.

OMG, my life is full of studying. Furthermore, changed seat and i'm beside johannes now. But on the bright side, i've hyper sujeong near me..... so, :)

Band doesn't seem to brighten my day as much as it used to be. Just by seeing someone's face alone can spoil my day.

But i don't deny that i love playing music which just cheers me up :)

Uhm, i don't know what to say anymore. i'm kinda excited for my band concert @ merlion's park! goodnight!

P/S. no recent pix. hyewon & sharlene havent send me :(

As long as you are there

2011-06-26T02:00:00.001+08:00

Shit lahhh i think my blogskin quite horrible, or isit nice ?!

Kayyy whatever. LOL

I don't know what to blog! but , im going out tmr with smf !!! YEAY MAN.

But guess what, sch's gonna reopen on M O N D A Y. like wtheck ?????? soooo fast. i'm dreading it. okkkk, maybe only see friends ?????? argh STUDIES STRESS !@#$%^%^&*

i'll post pix someday, MAYBE.

meanwhile, let's leave this blog dead. i will blog , someday :)

goodbye!

never really felt so humiliated before. it's like a tight slap across my face.

i will never forget this.

If i let you go

2011-06-01T01:13:00.006+08:00

SHIT. I MISS MY LONG HAIR ):

HI. I'm back, at least for this holiday.

i dont know if anyone is still reading this blog but.... i've the sudden urge to update.

idk about what, anything, something.

yeah i'll update soon! and maybe renovate my blog!

SO, ITS THE HOLIDAYS! ENJOY PEOPLE!

P/S: SORRY PEOPLE. im super out of photos this year! haven't really been going out. will upload during the holidays when i go out. OKAY BYE :D

I ain't giving up, and i hope you do the same either.

2011-03-14T00:43:00.021+08:00

Hi everyone !!!!!!!! did you guys miss me? :D

I know i haven't blog for like freaking long , oops sorry, caused by insufficient time + laziness (:

Errrrr so basically, march holidays are here !!! quite happy uh, can wake up later ^^ but the hw load is still crazy la :|

Ohhhh got back my ct result slip and i think i didnt do as well as i've expected. Kinda disappointed cus i didnt study that hard :(

Well, i hope i will do way better for mye then !!!!

So school has always been the same, i don't have time to go out at all, i swear.

Can you imagine having to return home late aft 7pm cus of cca on tue, thur & fri. Plus tuition on sat & sun. Its insane okay like seriously :O

Syf's coming! im half anticipating, half dreading.

Good point is that i will be able to have more time to study !

Bad point is that my seniors will all be stepping down and they are like super close to me too! i will be deprived of ppl entertaining me, going crazy with me, laughing crazily with me, being there for me, releasing my stress, and much more. Can you imagine?!?!?! that's really sad i swear i will cry ok :( haiszxc

Hmmm okay let pictures do the talking then, im quite lazy to elaborate. sry the pictures are like random order one!!!

goodnight people ! i blogged yay me and i hope i will blog more frequently too x.x

Keep my blog alive by tagging my cbox !!!! THANKS :D

Enjoy the pix spam :D

Random with jessie !

Chinese new year !

Random outing with eugene mf meiling !

Zijie's bday!

couple date before v-day !

i guess that's it? had fun right!

yay kbyeszxc :D

We're drifting apart, can we stay together like how we used to be ?

2011-01-22T00:31:00.006+08:00

Today is a fished-up day. screw you.
Must you ruin my entire life? are you living my life? im the one living it fyi, stop controlling me as though i'm a 3-year old kid.
I'm freaking 15, i know when to study, when to take a break, everything. Why must you always cut in? Why isit that you never ever put yourself in my shoes and think for me?
Have you ever knew how i felt? Why must i always bear this kind of nonsense ?
I tell you and yet, you don't even try to think for me, only being so self-centered. I don't like to post this kinda thing in my blog, i don't want to attract attention, but when i come to a limit, then i can't take it anymore.
Confiscating my phone cus i've been talking on it for 1h+? ok maybe its quite long but, what do you want from me? It's not as if i didn't study right? i study everyday, even my WEEKENDS, like a no-lifer.
You even saw it with your own eyes, and yet, you still give me so much stress. It's only the 3rd week of school , can't you just let me relax a little and stuff? i need to de-stress.
I need to take a damn break. Studying whole day in sch + cca+ studying at home drives me crazy, insane, exhuasting, everything.
I've already done my part, i enter 3e1 as your wish, i study even during weekends, i controlled my myself from using computer unnecessarily, reduced time going out with friends, everything, and yet, you don't even give me a break on a friday night.
What now? Am i supposed to live my life without phone, comp, and study 24/7 like some no-lifer?
You claimed that you've given me break, so taking 1h+ off is too much?
I'm 15, i know when to study, when to play. Heard of the phrase, work hard, play hard? Ha but i'm sure it doesn't apply to you.
To you, there's only work hard, play little.
I feel like i've no freedom ok. Isit me who've really changed THAT MUCH or isit really you? Idontknow.
I just know i need a PROPER LIFE, more freedom. I know how to control myself, if not i'll not end up in 3e1 =,=
I've a limit to everything.

I'm done ranting. Don't ask me what've happened.

School's been boring. my class is pretty boring. i think i've quite not bad teachers for most of them??
i miss my 2e1 alot though.
Been forcing myself to stay awake in class and pay attention in lessons. i think i've accomplished that for now. Hope it will last.
I guess that's all. i don't have pictures sorry.

Btw, my phone is confiscated for now. Will not reply texts until i get it back.
Goodnight.

I want to be a happy, carefree girl who has no troubles.

Don't give up when you still have something to give cause nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying.

2011-01-03T01:03:00.014+08:00

Hi.

Ok fine i shall post something cus i know my blog is super dead.

Went china from 11-26 dec and it was quite nice. I didnt do much sightseeing there but i enjoyed spending time there with my uncle etc.

It's like really nice memories + i love riding my uncle's scooter. ITS DAMN COOL LA OK.

Ate a lot of food which you won't get to eat in s'pore.

I miss china alr ! The 5degree weather , shopping centres , my relatives , blabla !

Some pixxx from china , yes i look super unglam ok whatever.

Basically, went out with people after i came back. Had tons of tuitions too. Met Jiahui on 30dec and i ate with her! i missed her alot ok.

1Jan > Went out with mummy and brother. Watched ''Gulliver's travel'' and it was quite a lame but funny movie.

Bought stuffs too! :)

2Jan > Went out with out with meifang meiling eugene to tampines. Watched ' the tourist '. nice show!!!

Then walked around everywhere and had dinner. Chatted alot of stuffs too. Had fun !!!

3Jan > Out with Aqila Clara Cheeyuan Derrick Josephine Jessie Tiki Yangkai Zhigang to vivo. Initial plan was to sentosa BUT IT WAS RAINING -.-

Decided to watch ''the tourist'' again but i still find it nice.

Ended up nowhere to go after movie. Just slacked around and some people went home. Decided to plan to go arcade and played abit .

Left for parkway later on ! Pool-ed with Aqila Clara Derrick Tiki Zhigang and Cheeyuan was emo-ing. LOL

Had damn lots of fun ! Subway for dinner and ddr-ed with tiki one match and went home.

It was quite an epic fail day but ..... nvm. At least i did have some fun ;)

4Jan > school reopen. It was horrible upon knowing my teachers and my class was really dead.

Well, today weren't any much better i guess? I think i dislike my class quite alot. Maybe a few people only.

Omg, i dun even know everyone in my class? Ok whatever, i posted.

I want to do dedications but sorry ! really short of time ! I think i may do it on a weekend instead k! ;)

2011 is gonna be a really busy year and i'll probably be super stressed out and doing tons of homework not even having sufficient sleep so i really doubt i will have much time to use comp / even blog. Pls continue tagging my cbox though !

Goodnight ;)

Being lonely isn't the worst feeling; it's being forgotten by someone you can never forget.

2010-12-09T23:43:00.005+08:00

Band exchange @ loyang sec was so crap today. The sectional was so awkward and boring i could have fallen asleep.

The rehearsals are probably much worse. I don't know what to say. Felt so hurt and almost cried , literally.

It's just so obvious you're being so bias. Why cant you just treat everyone equally? I hate biased judgements and actions, + maligning someone without evidence.

The performance was probably better, at least better than i've expected, though i was so nervous that my face turned so red.

Tomorrow having marching + combined + instrument maintenance + games. Hope the games turn out fine!!!

Well , flying off on saturday, will be back on 26Dec .

Miss meeeee! (: I will like miss ALL MY FRIENDS. well i alr do :(

Please tag my blog okay people! Don't let it be dead for 2 weeks!!!! Goodnight and goodbye peopleeeee :D

I miss you more than anything else.

If only happily-ever-after do exist in reality

2010-12-08T01:08:00.004+08:00

Yayaya i finally updated. Yay right i know. i feel great too .

Sry for not updating, thats basically cus i've got no pixxxxx, and im quite lazy. Hmm, lots of words for today's post.

So sorry, cus i feel like updating about my holidays hahaha.

Have fun reading. pls tag me too pls my cbox getting kinda dead :(

24Nov

Out with Aqila. oh man i haven't seen her since the start of holidays!

Lunched with Cheeyuan + Yangkai @ Wendy's. The guys left first for their course, me and aqila continue chait-chat :)

Went to get tix for "Harry Potter" . Movie was quite awesome for me since i was watching harry potter for the first time, 4/5? ^^

Window-shopped like crazy later on. I swear i saw many stuffs i want :( but if i get, i'm gonna probably get lectured again -.-

Hmm but had lots of fun with aqila i swear :D

25Nov + 26Nov

BAND BAND BAND. practised set + choice piece.

so freaking tired la x.x

29Nov

Out with Eugene Meifang Meiling! Lunched @ Pastamania first with all plus mf and ml's mom.

Cabbed to ksc to sing k. Like finally la , i damn long never sing alr!!! :(

Anyway, had lots of fun singing , camwhoring hahaha

Dinnered @ the chicken rice place. then went to pp and ate berrylite youghurt ^^ freaking nice i'm craving for it now ;(

30Nov

Band from 9-5 wtheck. Super tired and i swear that was one of the worst practises ever. zzz i almost cried la -.-

1 Dec

WORK !!!! it was super tiring and scary since im working with one stranger. Plus like no customers sia. quite boring :(

2Dec

Went out with Aqila Cheeyuan Jessie Zhigang Yangkai Nikki to bugis. Caught "Rapunzel". Not bad 4/5?

After movie, walk walk abit. Bus-ed to Bedok Green Sec to watch their band concert.

Was there with Arrys Budy Derrick Farhana Joyce Kokwai Jonah Sharlene Shiyun Shahrul Teckhou Wilfred Yanliang Zichen.

Their concert was quite good la! After concert went to supper with most of them @ Long John. Chatted + laughed a hell lot.

I reached homed like 11pm but its fun :D

3Dec

Met Monica @ PP at 11am. Ate at some super ex place which cost me $10 for one sandwich zomg. Wasted !!!!!

Then went to cocogelo for icecream. haha love it. chit-chatted with her and its beein so long since we finally met!!! ^^

4Dec

Out with Derrick Farhana Joyce Teckhou Wilfred Yanliang to Bugis! Caught "Unstoppable" .

It's damn nice!!! Haven't watch such a great movie for ages !!!! 5/5 !!!

Met up with Amos Horkuan Kokwai Shahrul after the movie. All of us dinnered @ Bugis Junction food court after the show. Ate super nice food!

Bus-ed to Katong shopping centre for pool. I tried pool for the 3rd time i think? Fun omg i like though im damn noob haha ^^

Reached home close to 11pm again... but really had lots of fun . Omgggg i freaking love band ppl la :P

5Dec

Work again with Kokwai. Quite alot of people this time round, so still not bad. Dinnered @ Punggol Nasi Lemak with Horkuan and Kokwai!

Sent them to bus stop and i went home. Haha short dinner , lots of laughter though :D

6Dec

Had band from 9am-5pm today! I was super dooper tired and that caused my mood to get a little cranky somehow. But i had lots of fun with Sharlene during all the breaks hehehe.

Today

WORK with Kokwai . Afternoon so damn boring. Haha teckhou came, had fun with kokwai + him ^^ Horkuan came later too!

All went crazy haha last day of work. Gosh i miss it alr :(

Well , thats all . Sry for that boring post with so little pix, but better than having a dead blog, right? Some random pix below btw.

I will be having band camp tomorrow, thur and fri. Flying off on Sat.

I hope i can post one more time before flying off, hopefully? Since i'll be gone for two freaking weeks.

Alrighttttt, goodnight.

Stop taking people for granted, and regret only when they are gone.

2010-11-23T01:32:00.014+08:00

Hmmm yesterday went for my mom's perfomance with my brother. It's not that fantasic, but better than rotting at home, i think ?

Today went out with mom awhile. At night passed something to my friend.
I've plans for almost everyday, but it's like either going cca or going out with friends once/twice a week? And... obviously i can't go out like everyday. This is so boring man.

BTW, I need to get like 3 more items at least for my holidays plans !!! But i've got a freaking tight budget :(

I'm going out with aqila (FINALLY) + jessie on wed !!!!! Excited ;)
I need to go out with meifang + monica like damn badly okay i swear. plus jiahui clara celestel josephine, those joker guys & many many others as well ):
But i've got a freaking tight budget as mentioned above since i dun get allowances during holidays, plus i've got a tight timetable too.
OMG and i'm going overseas in dec?!?!?!! but well , i will find time for at least the first two mentioned, i dont care.
goodnight. it's a miracle i posted within three days only!!!! BYE

I'm so sick and tired of being sick and tired, always. Don't like your attitude. Dear me, please stop taking initiative for everything, stop being so silly, so naive, that's not your job. Get angry when you're supposed to. You are not for others to be taken granted of.

Leave the bad memories behind and pick up the good ones.

2010-11-20T23:41:00.028+08:00

I know i've been updating little, that's because i'm lack of pictures and i find a post boring without pictures.
Well, at least i'm updating for now. yayness

5nov > met Evan Malcom Monica Eugene Meifang @ Suntec, wah like finally, didnt see Evan for like two years!
Caught "Legends of the guardians". Abit sian ah, 3.5/5 ?
Lunch @ pizzahut & slacked @ macs. Lots of fun in macs i swear (Y)

Ohhh happy belated birthday cheeyuan! gave their celebration a miss, oopsie sorry couldnt make it in time :(

9, 11, 12nov > band band band. it was better cos i had lots of fun with sharlene hyewon and joyce too.
im beginning to like flute section more i think? LOL hope this will progress ;)

15nov > rot at home. Haiz not a good day. Got my class and it kinda suck a hell lot now seeing my classmates.
Well... this is life. i guess i gotta live with it and learn to like my class, no matter how much i hate it.
At least i've got kirstie yangkai phakphoum andry sujeong alicia szemin waiyi so ..... hurray ^^

16nov > Got the 2010 band syf set piece! Haha it ain't that difficult (easier
than last year's) + nice!!! :D Love it (Y) !
Shopped with horkuan after band too.
Oh ++++, happy belated birthday Xinni ! stay happy happy and miss ya! luv!

17 nov > Had section breakfast with flute + oboe section @ Bedok Macs. Chatted and stuffs ^^
Went for work interview @ Roxy Square with Horkuan & Kokwai. Waited for super long, and some crap happened halfway. Glad that it's all over now though ^^
Didnt get hired for job, but at least temporary worker ;) Headed to Bugis to shop later on. Didnt get anything, but decided what i wanted to get.
Proceeded to bedok pizzahut later. Ate and laughed alot alot alot! Thanks kokwai for the treat ^^

18 + 19nov > BAND !!! haha quite okay la, omg i love the set and choice piece for syf okay!! ROCK :D
Oh after band on thur went shopping with horkuan haha it's pretty hilarious. i bought stuffs ^^
After band on fri went pp with Jessie. Wanted to sign up tuition initially but place closed :\ sry jessie! We dinnered @ Pastamania and chatted ;)

Today was basically tuition. Met Jessie Derrick Douglas later on. More people came and subway-ed for dinner with Cheeyuan Derrick Douglas Jessie Junson Qing Tian(?) Zhigang.
Headed home quite early and someone started pms-ing me.
Idk what's your problem la okay, i'm 14, why do you still treat me like 3? To your question of why did i become so rebellious/whatever, my reply will be, do some soul-searching. Why not you try to take some time to understand me, before saying those hurting words and jumping into conclusions? I hate that attitude of yours, seriously. You never fail to make me cry so badly, and think deep into why are you so unreasonable at times.

Well, this is how boring my holiday is. There's nothing interesting going on, like attending a birthday celebration / bbq / chalet . NONE LEH, REALLY BORING LA D: Btw, my phone bill exploded today . Ahhhh i am screwed. I need a PREPAID TOP-UP CARD HOW. BUT I'M SHORT OF CASH :(

Btwwww, i need to go out with Aqila badly! Miss Clara Kirstie Jiahui Eunice okay.
Overdued pix kbye goodnight

You're just so amazing that i don't know how to forget.

It's hard to look at the way things change, when all you've really wanted was for it to stay the same.

2010-11-04T02:32:00.012+08:00

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY SEET MEI LING !

thanks for everything through these years, haha always giving advices, going crazy with me, treating me when you got the money, many many things!

Wish you all the best in your future endeavors, continue being ambitious ok! Stay happy always ♥

Stayed over @ Meifang's yesterday. celebrated her birthday wth Meifang and Khery. It wasn't that bad. thanks meiling for the treat of dinner.

These few days have been pretty suckish. I don't know how to elaborate.

CCA is becoming so suckish that i don't even wish to mention it. I almost teared.

I've too much time, and I keep thinking and wondering, how did one exactly manage to change so much within a couple of days?

I want to ask why, but i don't have the courage.

If you don't plan to make me feel this happy for long, then don't even make me happy in the first place. Cus when i cry, i will wonder why.

I hate myself, i cant believe i am so dumb. Just forget everything, i told myself, but it isn't easy.

I'm supposed to be angry, but i'm not. Instead, disappointment took over. I just can't help thinking of things and crying over the silliest thing.

I don't like whatever's happening now. Why cant everyone just not change and stay at their best?

Is this gonna last forever? Please, stop ignoring me, stop being so cold to me, stop hurting me. My fragile heart can't take these anymuch longer. Just go back to how you used to be.

Just let this be over soon. I don't know when can i exactly get over this.

I feel like a total failure in everything. I'm afraid i can't take these anymore much longer. I don't know how to stop myself from thinking of everything.

As i'm typing these, I cant stop crying. I hate myself for everything.

(please don't ask what has happened, thanks)

Absence makes the heart grows fonder.

2010-10-31T19:33:00.008+08:00

Okay second post for the day!!!! Yeah you people should be honoured.
Wed had spring cleaning. Didnt do much, but the teacher damn nice, give out lollipop somemore. Plus never scold. Went to eat pizza with many people and it was a retarded and cute scene. HAHA but i was super tired.

Thur was cross country . Quite sian, i walked for the whole 5km ? I only like the taking pix part.
Our class got last for the beach volley haha and when we realised we still got first for overall, all of us shocked until no time to have reaction. HAHAHA LOL CUTE
I love 2e1'10 :D and i will miss them next year, especially when majority are going 3e2 and im going 3e1. haiszxc :(

Fri had student forum, sianzxc!!! Went for lunch with many people and i'm the only non-sc.
Band was okay la, no words to describe. But anyway, fri was the suckiest shittiest day. Quarrelled with a particular someone so many times, got pissed off, cried. Argh suck suck suck :(

Anyway, below have many many pix. YAY i blogged so much today. yay me.
Have fun viewing these posts and i hope i will be more acitive from now onwards since its holiday. BUT I GOT NO PLANS and i only know i got many band practises and going overseas from 11dec-26dec i think.
hmmm k byebye (:

P/s. i placed a heart beside everyone's name i mention cos i think it's nice!!!! hehehe

Cross country !!!!

part of 2e1 ♥

ft !!! ♥
jiahui !!!! ♥

keanu!!!! ♥

girls rule!!!! ♥

dhiya!!!! ♥
eunice!!!! ♥
chairin!!!! ♥

nick alicia sujeong!!!! ♥

sujeong!!! ♥
wanxuan!!!! ♥
yangkai!!!! ♥
celestel!!! ♥
nick!!!! ♥

Spring cleaning on wed???
this is 2e1'10 and i love them to the max ♥

of coz this is my ft ♥

kirstie is cute ♥

some fav 2e1 people ♥

this is derrick and kirstie and clara of cos ♥

crazy phakhphoum ♥

♥

willie!!!! ♥ cute right

vice-chair yangkai!!!! ♥

HAHAHA IM DONE YAY BYEBYE HOPE YOU HAD FUN READING AND VIEWING THE PIX :D

Will this last?

It’s so hard to forget someone who gave you so much to remember.

2010-10-23T20:22:00.030+08:00

HI EVERYONE.
I haven blogged for close to two months. Haha thats like a record but whatever, hi i finally decided to blog today :) and yeah, i changed blogskin too finally cos i realised the previous one is screwed.

Hmm, got back my report book and my results, everything.
I expected myself to get better results, i had a better goal for myself. Unfortunately, i didnt achieve my goals. I swear i will work really hard in sec3, especially since i'm forced to go to 3e1.

Now to OBS, which was from 18-22Oct. Really had fun, and i didnt regret going. Not the least (:

Day1:
Knew our group members and instructors.
My group is Hillary, consisting of; Chairin Meusia Willie Clara Choi Jeffrey Clement Iylia Zhung Yik Gerald Aw Zhung Yan Cassandra Naseha Si Ying Zheng Yan Joshua.
We started clearing our store etc etc, + admin stuffs. Group was rather boring + quiet initially. And...... i swear i was so hungry that i was even too lazy to talk. Night was horrible. Had fire drill, debrief etc. Couldnt slept at all, was so noisy and no used to the environment :(

Day2:
Learnt some paddling movements and stuffs. Did a capsize drill, grouped with Naseha and Meusia. Haha very epic but its kinda fun, except the SEAWATER part (:
Kayak-ed to Camp1 with Meusia and Siying. I swear the starting was fail ttm, but later on became better (:
Did some belaying activities there too. It's damn fun ok!! First time tried something like that. Had our dinner @ the canteen there and the food wasn't too bad either!

Our sleeping place was the suckiest. We'd to pitch our tents at the summit of a mountain and had to like go up many slopes. freaking tiring and creepy ok! but had a good sleep though.

Day3:
Most torturous and suckiest day. Morning had rock climbing and it was like epic fail for me. Burned my hand by the rope when belaying and was freaking pain :(

While climbing, idk why but it was really hard for me and my hands and legs ached like mad plus i was trembling. Gave up in the end cos i really no confidence in myself.
I really really regret when i saw how some others persevered on but didnt have anymore time to try again :(

Went for trekking later on and it was so exhusting like crazy. Carried like 10kg bag each and had to walk 8km. Omg i was having a bad stomach cramp+ stitches.

When we finally reached, i was so exhuasted and my stitches hurt so badly that i could barely stand up ok!!!!
Plus, realised that we couldnt bathe there. And had to urinate/shit at a particular place. so disgusting la ok ._.
Dinner there was damn epic, cooked instant noodle and turned out like crap that i only ate a few bites and threw away the remaning.

The worst isn't over yet when we realised we had to wake up in the middle of the night for some duty to ensure that no stranger steals our boat/whatsoever. so tiring! but it was nice to sleep.

Day4:
Teamed together with Raffles, Raleigh, Amundsun and formed Team Alpha (Y)
Kayaked like 5km with them for few hours back to camp2.
It was super fun, yet kinda tiring. Oh yea and, the tides sometimes damn big and i kept freaking out k!!! but in the end its fun HAHAHA

Plus! some people kept scaring me and ask me kayak faster or will capsize my boat. We reached like super dooper early so we did jetty jump.
It seemed so scary but cos im can swim quite well, i jumped in very fast.

Anyway, i jumped first. the salt water damn gross. and not exciting enough sia, should be higher, haha.
Waited for Siying in the water and she didnt dare jump and i was damn scared got jellyfish but lucky never.
BUT I SAW A CRAB at the staircase. omg i almost touched it but lucky never.

Cleaned up and had games later on. Omg its damn fun. hahaha gerald aw, hongxuan, kevin was dancing DISCO DANCE then got beatbox music come out somemore. haha so funny la okay.

After games cooked. Thats like the best part cuz i swear everyone was practically helping out without complaining at all. seriously i felt a REAL BOND among my team and i really really like it ok .
And for the reasons why we cooked that particular dishes, my group really describe until damn good and creative la !!
Though the food turn out not like damn nice, nobody complained or blamed anyone sia. Everyone still eat happily and cleaned up.
Sleeping was never a problem and of cos, i slept well.

Day5:
Woke up slighty later and did PT with Raffles. haha and played a game. fun(:
Clearing up store was like damn exhuasting and epic la. almost lost a bag which cost like 124++? wow but we found it so yay!

Each person paid like 30cents in the end only haha. Oh and instructors told us a story about pencil and i really found it damn meaningful la.
Overall debrief is really memorable. Had some activity with cotton twine, and made our goals etc.
Haha i doubt i will ever forget that :) Received our certificates and everything. Ohh, i swear i love my group ttm ok, the instructors too :D (Y)

Ok anyway, i was glad that its time to go home but i really couldnt bear to leave the camp too. its like really fun and i really almost wanted to cry sia.
BUT I FORGOT TO BID FAREWELL TO MY INSTRUCTORS :(

5 precious days of hanging out a group which was super quiet and unfamiliar initially but turned out freaking bonded together. i really don't mind spending few more nights with them la i swear. fun people + instructors (Y) (Y) (Y)

Through this camp, ate bread+ biscuits for every breakfast + lunch. nvm la, can diet LOLOL.
And that's called happy food. after i ate became a bit happy also. magic sia HAHAHA LOL.
Kay anyway, i really learnt many things. Perseverance, teamwork, confidence in yourself, trust in your team mates, never take things for granted, etc.

Didnt take any pix cos no camera and they confiscated our phone + anything which may distract us. but its ok, cos i will always remember the memories :D
HILLARY + HILLARY INSTRUCTORS ROCK TO THE MAX (Y)

Alright, many many pix below. have fun (:

This is the only pic i have for OBS hahaha. but its ok and i love them to the max okay <3>

Zoo excursion with TOUCH kids > my kid was very very quiet > but i am proud that i managed to get her to at least respond to me by the end of the excursion > it was a good experience > pls enjoy the pix (:

Doing CME project with Jiahui > interview at Chairin's house > her dog damn cute but i am scared of dogs > had fun > enjoy the overdued pix (:

Yay im done with this post. i've another post later okay byebye (:

Hope you've enjoyed!!!!!

It's hard to tell your mind to stop loving someone when your heart still does.

2010-09-06T14:22:00.011+08:00

YES. IM BACK AFTER 2WEEKS+ (:
Kinda sick of updating my blog, knowing that no one except myself actually views it.
Kinda miss the time when i used to be so crazy over blogging, blogging every single day.
Guess i don't have time for such heavy blogging often anymore.

CT2 is over. One week holidays are here, but not having the mood to enjoy it.
Got back some of my CT results and yes, it sucked so terribly. Couldn't figure out how i dropped so drastically without even realising.
Feeling real shag, praying so badly that i will not get such results for eoy.
Plus i swear i'm broke ok :(

Too lazy to rmb what i did these days, nothing much either.
Just wanna say , YAY 2E1 for winning dance competition !!!!! :D

Oh and ........ Teachers Day celebration was wonderful. All the dances were like so OMG la !!! super fantastic okay !!! The drama performance too, love it !!!!!!!!
Went back tk (like finally) after that.
Sadly, both my favourite teachers left :(
But really felt a whole lot better after chatting with some teachers + seeing old friends !!! It's so nice. I miss primary school now ):

I'm excited for band camp, idk why. Hope it will be as fun as last year's ;)
Cant believe eoy's up sooon, gona start mugging. This blog will probably be quite dead and sorry about that.
Just wait till eoy's over!!!!! I will do a nice post!!!! Im currently out of pix i just realised :\
Byebyeeeeeee :D

You make me smile so much without even trying.

Will you be there to catch me even before i fall to the ground?

2010-08-19T23:41:00.004+08:00

I know i haven't been updating, but couldn't find the time and mood to.
Short update for today.
School's usual these days, and i've been falling alseep lesser and lesser ^^
Band quite fine too. blabla
Cant remember what really happened these days, but went out for dinner with Eunice Jessie Kirstie few days/weeks ago ? It was very fun :D
Okay, i will post more next time goodnight.

Oh and, i ♥ Aqila Jessie Kirstie okay ;) so comfortable with them + never ever fail to make me laugh like crazy ^^

BTW. CT2 COMING. I WILL NEED TO BUCK UP SERIOUSLY.

i think i really forgot how to smile properly :(

Sometimes, i really hope i will be happy every single moment.

You never once left my mind, even when i have a million things to worry about

2010-08-10T22:04:00.011+08:00

Haven been posting for quite long. So yeah, posting today.

School's as usual these days, cca as usual, blabla.

1Aug (sun) > study with mf & meiling and acting like idiots

Had fun with that two crazy girls (L) !

6Aug (fri) > celebrated national day in sch, no lessons.

Love the teachers dancing to "bad romance"". other items were kinda boring.

After celebration headed to Cineleisure with ex 1e1 clique. ( aqila andry brandon chairin jessie josephine )

Caught "The Last Airbender" which i was falling asleep for 3/4 of the show.

As well as "Salt". Ratings: 4/5

Bus-ed back home @ 6+.

Today > Met Eugene Meifang Meida Nixon Ryan Selina Yunmi @ Kallang Leisure Park.

Caught "Salt" again. i think i understand the show better upon the second time watching it.

Sat at some open area and chatted after the show. Eugene Meida Yunmi caught another show, Nixon and Ryan home-d while me Meifang Selina went arcade.

Met up with Arrys & Joed for awhile and bus-ed home with them.

Met another friend after that near my house and home-d.

Exams are coming up, so the next time im blogging will probably be a long time later.

Promise i'll put many more pix the next time i really have proper time to post.

Currently in a suckish mood, so shag. whatever. i blogged goodnight

i think i should blame no one for myself. trying to stay strong never worked.

Never let the regrets of yesterday destroy the hopes of tomorrow

2010-07-27T23:33:00.007+08:00

Yes im blogging on a TUESDAY indeed, i find it a miracle hehe but just felt like blogging.
Today lessons were all quite nice!!! i didnt feel tired, yesterday also never. if this can last forever good already but i doubt so :(

Lunch-ed with Arrys Jonah Joed Yanliang and i swear Arrys + Joed made me laugh like every single few seconds until cannot take it, make me tear somemore !!!! HAHAHA

Band got me kinda irritated. i shan't state the reason though :)
But thank you Amos Derrick Teckhou Shi Cheng Yanliang very much !!! haha if they never help, i might have taken eternity !!!

So YAY im done!!!!! goodnight some overdued pix below :)

P/S. My leg damn pain + itchy :(
PP/S. I MISS MONICA + MF ALOT :(

I treasure every single moment spent with you, i swear.

What happens when he's your prince charming, but you're not his cinderella

2010-07-25T23:06:00.012+08:00

Yay I'm finally updating after two pathetic weeks. so YAY again !!!!
I doubt many people will be reading this pathetic blog so i just blogged for the sake of blogging lol.

School was normal, how to keep myself stay focused in class?!!!?! More hmwks, + cant catch up. argh

Having many new pieces for band. well....its nice , but hard lor :(
QM work is (speechless) i think im damn pitiful cos people like to bully me !!!!
But band is still nice la, make me relax after one tiring day :D

Alright, last sat (17/07) had CIP @ Serangoon. exhibits, sian. walked with Eunice for the walk-a-jog. dinnered @ pizzahut with Aqila Andry Kirstie Phakphoum.

Today went for MJC Concert with Joyce & Joel.Y to support LORRAINE ! Joyce's mum drove us there....thanks :D
The band seriously damn good la. if only one day our band standard become like that lor :(

k i know my blog is boring la cos my life isn't that fantastic so please bear with it. kbyebye goodnight pix below :)

P/S. my phone memory card is screwed & every single info gone, and is 8gb. wow -.-
PP/S. raining so much nowadays. morning wanna sleep, in ava damn cold, and all my concentration is lost !@#$%^&

I look damn screwed in today's pix i swear but whatever.

CIP pix!

If i have to really do that, trust me, i will. I want you to be happy

And i wonder if i've ever crossed your mind, cus for me it happens all the time

2010-07-11T23:58:00.014+08:00

Kay, finally updating again.
Last week was just as usual, lessons & more lessons.
Realising & learning so many stuffs........but i should be grateful, i suppose so ? :)
The chinese poem thing is like................ aye, speechless. I dont like it :(

Oh, and i remember there's a fire drill on friday, which totally sucked. Ew, all those dragonfly + grasshopper :\ lucky i didnt have to sit down.

Band was tiring, so many sectionals till im tired out practising over and over again the same thing.
But i love the end of year concert pieces (mostly) !! + my piccolo is improving and i hope it will maintain !

Celebrated BrandonW's belated birthday on Wed, 7july, pictures all below.
Other than that, i guess thats it.
Going to chiong my hw (like seriously) now. Sorry for this boring post :(

BTW, IT HAS BEEN ETERNITY SINCE I HAD PROPER OUTINGS WITH MF & MONICA, RESPECTIVELY :(

I know it will not happen, never ever it will, but im still waiting.

And i need you now

2010-06-30T23:36:00.026+08:00

Am super tired now, so sorry for not updating for so long.
Btw, this will be a long post !

21-23June'10
Band camp !

Day1
Derrick Teckhou + me totally skipped marching on the first day, cos of the bbq food. HAHA YAY :D
Games were quite alright, h2o was nicer :) Lunch sectionals combined sectionals combined.
Video on marching + movie-d @ night, "Swing Girls'' .
Quite alright. Washed up & lights out.

Day 2
Woke up rather late, (first time in band camp!) Breakfast sectionals combined all the way till 4+.
Prepared for Graduation Ceremony. Watched a video & learnt all the new posts !

Band Major: Shahrul
Drum Major: Joel Yip
Secretary: Sharlene
Asst. Secretary: Josephine
Quarter Master: Derrick Ong
Asst. Quarter Master: Zichen + Me
Treasurer + welfare head: Senyang
Librarian: Wilfred
Asst. Librarian: Dayna + Faisal
Junior I/C: Jonah + Teckhou
Wardrobe Mistress: Arrys + Shiyun

Sectional Leaders (SL) :
Flute+Double reed: Hyewon
Clarinet: Jolene
Saxophone: Joed
Trumpet: WeiJie
Trombone: Kok Wai
Tuba + Euphonium: I FORGOT SORRY
Percussion: Heng Long

Okay, so congratz to all of them :D
Had bbq after that. Talked to Horkuan many stuffs :)
Ate, & i was told to instruct the 3boys to clean up as punishment. Rather disastrous @ the cleaning up part as there were only like less than ten people cleaning up.
Went to bathe & played games with Jiayi Sermei Dayna Josephine Jolene Joyce. Haha, that part was funny :P
Proceeded to next door to watch "Drag me to hell" with many other people. Unfortunately halfway, this -.- person came and chased all of us back to sleep. Spoiler much.

Day3
Woke up super late & were late for fall in. Helped to carry stuffs afterwards & passed to the canteen vendors. Marching with instruments after that were quite fine !
Practised some scales together for combined after that & had debrief.
TATA, band camp's over :(

Stayed in school for quite some time, then went to lunch @ with a pinch of salt with Derrick Joel Jonah Yanliang. Had LOTS of fun laughing, i think if i recall those incidents now i will start laughing again! hahaha
OH & YANLIANG SERIOUSLY DAMN INNOCENT TTM, make all of us so ps ._.

25June '10
Had class bbq @ Clara's. So heartened to see most of them having fun and had like, at least half of the class turning up :)
Starting the fire is damn disastrous, thanks to the rain before the bbq started ! Fortunately, few guys helped alot, so thx (:
Ate quite some food, but got quite alot leftovers ! Cos the fire was too small and pit also small, so couldnt cook too much food :(
Water-splashing games was... Okay i was drenched. plus i got splashed with ICE-WATER.
Super cold ok, i was seriously shivering :\

But looking on the bright side, i enjoyed the bbq and so glad that it was a success :D

26 June '10
Spent my whole day @ my relative's wedding.
Wedding ceremony in the morning + noon. Wedding dinner @ night.
:)

And all the days after that, school reopened ! New timetable as well.
Lessons were kinda boring :\
Band's quite nice, i love most of the pieces which we're playing now (Y) but i hate it when i get bullied + stressed up @#$%^& ;(
Piccolo is very very very hard to play :( i'm like the ONE AND ONLY ONE in the whole band playing piccolo sia OMG. practise practise :(

Oh and, today is stupid. I forgot that i don't have tuition and i was running late so i cabbed over to my tuition place cos my ez-link no $ and no coins.
Reach there, realised that WHOLE building power failure. Plus in the end, actually no tuition. I FORGOT ALL ABOUT IT !
Damn mad with myself, wasted like nine bucks :@

Ha. guess i'm done with my wonderful post. Probably will be blogging like once a week only. Sorry! Pictures all below. 3.15am now goodnight (:

} Random during band break

Band camp

Class bbq !

Honestly, i miss you even when i dont talk to you<3

I could really use a wish right now

2010-06-20T04:06:00.006+08:00

Have been really busy these days, wanted to update my blog but i hate having to wait a long time to upload the photos :(
But well, finally updated, so YAY :D

Anyway, rough summary for certain days :)

10June'10
Wild wild wet with Aqila & Chairin !
Haha uhm, its like my first trip there ( i know its LOL ) & i was acting like some retard, keep on saying i scared :$
In the end not even that scary, haha.
Had fun with them, & dinner-ed @ KFC. :)

P/S. Sadly, no much pictures cos we were too excited to go swim :(

12 June'10
Did nothing. Just wanted to say,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY CHAN YANG KAI :D
hope you'll recover fully soon, & thx for all your help in class ( from shouting @ class to helping me with homeworks, sometimes) hehe :P Next two terms i still need you to help alot kay! ^^
I owe you a gift, will try to get asap k! :)

13June'10

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HO HOR KUAN :D
Hahaha, you're a very good senior kay! We are like currently the most-alike in flute section (CLONES!!!! ) :D
Thanks for always being patient with me, going crazy with me, trusting me with your stuffs, etc :) All the best for your o's ! I<3you> YES ITS IN GREEN YOUR FAV COLOR !!!!!

Yes, basically, that day was wonderful, i promise, had a hell lots of fun with my (CLOSER PART OF) flute section !!! ( JIAYI HORKUAN SHARLENE :D )
Gona state in point form what was that day like :)

Met Jiayi & Sharlene @ TM @ around 11.00 ? (ps, was late !! :\)
Decorated her card, bought her gifts, made her cake!
Went to Bus Interchange to meet her @ around 1.
Initially, wanted to lunch @ foorcourt. However, it's too crowded so we went to pizzahut.
Ordered our food (quite slowly as we were indecisive)
Ate, chatted, laughed ALOT.
Eating halfway, one of the workers came and asked, "is there some special occasion going on?" We replied, "yes, it's her b'day" ---> points to hk
He replied, "alright, would you like any tomato/whatever sauce?" We laughed hysterically @ his random-ness and replied no. He walked away.
Sharlene was being mad over her cheese & kept pouring. As it was coming out bit by bit, her patience level decreased & shook the whole bottle violently.
And TATA, a while bunch of cheese came out. HAHA i swear it was so funny i laughed till close to tears. And Sharlene's reaction was like, OMG SO HILARIOUS MAN HAHAHAHAHA
Once again we were eating halfway, & there came a HUGE surprise. A few of the staff there brought out a small piece of cake with a scop of icecream, and sang birthday song. OMG we were laughing uncontrollably by then, but was so surprised + touched + speechless! ! !
PIZZAHUT IS FUN AND ENJOYED ALOT ALOT THERE :D
Movie, watched "Karate Kid". Super nice okay!
Home-d :D
Loved that day, super fun, one of the best days :D

Pictures below below! :)
14June'10
Went for meeting in sch for band bbq in the afternoon, was late like for half an hour, sorry! :\
Discuss till around 2, went to Tamp Macs to meet Celestel :)
Had lunch & did homework. SHOPPED after that, couldn resist temptations, HAHA
Spent like $50 ! First time in my life i spent so much while shopping with my friends OMG !
Thanks Celestel for pei-ing me :D
Had fun with her that day, pictures below :D

17June'10
Went for band instrumental workshop @ Anderson Sec (AMK!!)
Sectionals was rather boring, but combined was still alright :)
Proceeded to my relative's house for dinner @ night ^^

18June'10
Did project with Aqila Clara Eunice Jiahui @ NLB. Saw Celestel Calvin Rasyiqah Yangkai as well :)
Mrt-ed to Aqila's place for use of laptop. OMG AQILA'S CAT (COCO) IS VERY VERY CUTE & SHY :D
Bus-ed home @ around 7+ :)

Today
Met Aqila super early in the morning to go to BBQ Wholesale to order class bbq food.
Walked like, 20min++ to the place. ITS NOT NEAR THE MRT AT ALL OKAY ?!?!?!
Took super long to order, and finished around 11.30. Aqila bus-ed home, while i met Derrick Josephine Teckhou to order for band bbq food.
SEE IM A BUSY WOMAN :(
Took very long again. After ordering, went to Bedok Fairprice to buy some other accessories for the bbq.
Finished @ 2plus, Josephine went home first while Derrick Teckhou and me bus-ed to PP , wanting to buy some stuffs.
No money in the end (HAHA). So followed them to Time-zone. OMG it changed ALOT, didnt go like for a year? :\
HAHAHA, Derrick & Teckhou damn funny la make me laugh like mad. Went for tuition @ around 5 after that :)
HAHAHA IM FINALLY DONE. Had fun reading isn't it ? Most pictures below, more @ facebook :)
This is my FIRST MOST WORDY blog post ever ( i think ) dont complain i never update anymore, coz i will be updating lesser & once i update, its ALOT, like now !!!
Haha alright off to sleep/ do some other stuffs. its like 3.35am now goodnight!

(PICTURES WITH CELESTEL :D)

HOR KUAN'S 16TH :D

Seriously, i hate this. I just wrote out a whole paragraph and i backspaced everything. AGAIN. Can you try to understand more, and stop blaming me for everything i do wrongly, or doing something which you dislike. Stop venting your anger on me. I really don't like to quarrel with you. But every single time you malign me, blame me for really tiny matters or blame me for doing something which yoú're doing as well, i can't help speaking up for myself. And a quarrel never fail to start. Really, when can these end? Have been on really bad terms with you nowadays, and i hope these will all end soon.

Once a feeling gets too familiar over time, it starts to seems like it doesn't exist anymore

2010-06-06T23:05:00.008+08:00

Happy belated Birthday Celestel Tang ♥

Though we only became close this year...... but we are already very close now :D hehe

Stay pretty & smile always ok !!!!!!!! ty for always being there for me, you're such a cute FROG :)

All the best with *HEEHEE* & in everything you do ! I'll always be there for you k, stop being emo :)

Luvyou ♥

And !!!!

Happy Belated Birthday Monica Sanchez ♥

Sry, im late i know. hope you will forgive :(

Though we seldom meet up now, you'll always be in my heart !! HEHE

AND, I really admire your optimistic-ness (i created this word) okay !! :D

Thankzzzzzz for everything , from giving great advices(sometimes) to sharing my joy & sad-ness!! HEHE i know i very irritating sometimes :P

Luvyou missyou meet up sooon ok! ♥
(Sorry, i cant find nice picture take with you, is like all long ago & very unglam !! )

Okay......... im like so busy these days la x.x

Tired, and haven finish holiday homework omg :(

I seriously need a day off just for my homework + projects+ another day off for my shopping + another few days off for friends !!

And, i still haven finish class bbq stuffs + band bbq stuffs.

HA-HA-HA goodluck to me

kbye !

Love is the irresistible desire to be irresistibly desired

2010-06-04T02:14:00.006+08:00

Sorry for not updating, have been real busy these days :(
Holidays're here...... but my first week is fully packed with extra lessons + band + bv bazaar + planning of band camp food + class bbq + many other stuffs !
Band these few days, managed to survive playing solo for flute when it comes to songs. so glad ;)
Btwbtwbtw, took band attendance today, everything went right this time round , felt so relieved la ^^

Im excited for band camp ! (at least that's what i think)
BBQ + Graduation Ceremony !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! anticipating :D hopefully will be fun !

Im fully booked for this whole week, (not by people but by tasks)
Next week hopefully free ?????? So hoping that i can have some free time in the next coming week, really wanna complete my holiday assignments as soon as i can. :\
Last minutue work always suck :(
And not forgetting, i still want some time to go out for shopping !!!

Won't be updating that often, will try to reply tags though ;)
OHOH please continue tagging !! keep my tagboard alive, hehe
Some overdued pictures below, putting up to make my blog more LIVELY.
Okieeeeeeeeeez byebye !

Ms Nabilah, Takecare and all the best for everything you do in the future! thanks for always coaching me "one-to-one" in lessons whenever i don't understand anything ! hehe do come back to visit us in the future ok!

"Don't assume that i don't miss you or do not want to talk to you just because i don't start a conversation with you. It just means that i'm hoping that you'll start one instead, as i want to know if you've ever thought of me at random times, or even thought of trying to start a conversation with me."

Sometimes, the memories are worth the pain

2010-05-28T22:15:00.023+08:00

Happy Belated Birthday Toh Jia Hui ! (25May)

Happy Belated Birthday Lee Sze Min! (27May)

Yes, holidays're here, got back my report book !
Dipproved :( gotta work harder
Spring cleaning on last day of school was disaster, it took me like 15min to get a thrash bag. LOL

Had class committee training yesterday. Quite boring :/
At night, when for MJC Concert with Geralyn Jiayi Sermei @ VCH.
The concert was like fantastic la , one of the best concerts i've ever watched :)
Went for supper with Darren Geralyn Lixin Natalie Yapsheng.
Chionged home @ 11plus.

Below are past pictures, i've finally managed to put all up !
Have fun, will be blogging less often nowadays, please continue tagging though.
Goodnight :)

Speech Day!

Excursion to Radio 9.33

Study @ airport during exams

MJC Concert!

I dont understand why isit im the one to get the blame all the time. Isit really TOTALLY my fault or are you just being plain bias? You claim that you understand me. What isit that you understand ? You dont even know why am i crying. I speak to defend myself, not to talk back, but to let you know i've a reason. I dont want you to always scold me and i keep quiet, acting like i'm always at fault. If that's what you actually expect me to do, then i'm sorry. I can't. You care about me, worry about me, yes i know. But have you ever thought that your words might be too harsh, actions might be too harsh, and you might be actually be doing the wrong thing. If you ask me why have i became like this, maybe i've to say, its cause of you. And if you claim that you understand me, maybe you should think again, what do you exactly understand about me.

Romeo and Juliet

2010-05-24T00:37:00.002+08:00

Today was so boring, rotting @ home using comp whole day.
And i broke a record by waking up during afternoon, like FIRST time in my life waking up so late !!
Lol okay, nothing else. I will post all those old pictures last month before midyear exams :) Have fun with the photos :)

{ I forgot when was these :\ }

URA learning journey ;)

Yea im done, i will post more more pictures next time, i promise :)
Goodnight :)

A little too not over you

2010-05-21T01:22:00.005+08:00

OMG IM SO IRRITATED AND ANNOYED NOW
I wrote a damn long post filled with pictures but blogger just doesn't want to cooperate and keeps lagging like crap.
I decide to just summarise everything, will put more pictures up when im free and computer is less laggy.
AND YES, IM BACK TO POSTING :)
Exams over, results dipproved alot despite studying so much :(
Gotta buck up !!!!!!!

List of activites which have taken place :
Enchanting moments, Speech day, URA learning journey, Photo-taking, celebration of Ms Jane's birthday, celebration of after exams which includes.... :)
I guess thats it.
I will post more detailed post after today okay, promise.
Cant blame me for not posting cause whenever i wanna post, blogger will start to annoy me and i will just close the whole application !!

Today, almost late for sch. In fact these few consecutive days.
Rainy mornings + buses arriving at different timings EVERYDAY + stepping of puddles of water = Almost late for school :(
And yea..... i think i need to wake up earlier. my buses are not cooperating at all :(

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY MS JANE ♥
2e1 loves you :)

Ms Jane's birthday celebration yesterday was fun.
Party poppers scared her, cake smashed on her, the HAPPY BIRTHDAY on colored paper thingy touched her, everyone cleaned up impressed her.
Wonderful :D A success !!!!
Thanks Jessie for the plan, and 2e1 for cooperating (YAY) and cleaning up the mess together (YAY AGAIN) :D
Was tedious getting the class ready, but an experience for me ^^
And i got smashed by the cake too EW ! but fun haha :P
Yup... thats it.
Goodnight, will post again soooooooon :)

{Credits: ClaraV}

Pictures during Ms Jane's birthday celebration :)

I thought i was being paranoid , over sensitive, foolish, immature, over-imgagining , retarded.
But i guess i wasn't. it was true afterall . But please just tell me, that won't happen ........ never and ever

You and me

2010-05-17T23:08:00.006+08:00

That feeling of trying your best at something, and yet, end up doing it so badly still.
That feeling where you feel like you don't belong anywhere among anyone.
That feeling where you always guess something, which you didn't want it to happen initially, correctly.
That feeling where you feel like the whole world hates you and is going against you.
That feeling where you feel like no one actually understands you, not even yourself.
That feeling where you regret treating someone so badly for no much reasons when that person is actually treating you quite well.
That feeling where you want to change your attitude towards someone, better, but just cause of some reasons, you don't know how.
That feeling where you feel like you are all alone, without the people who you have wished to be there for you.
That feeling where you suddenly hate yourself so much for everything.
That feeling where you feel like nothing is going the way which you have hoped and prayed hard for.

Despite all these sad happenings, looking at the bright side........ i still have things which can make me smile :)
Will return back to my normal posting soon , hopefully ...
No questions to be entertained regarding this post either..... :)

Reminisces

2010-04-04T00:14:00.007+08:00

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Oh.my.gosh.

I.am.so.freaking.goddamn.bored.now.

Ystd went out with mummy to buy stuffs. reach home did hmwk, sleep, comp-ed blah.

Today rot @ home ........ was supposed to go out @ night but postponed :(

OHOHOH BTW IM GETTING A NEW PHONE TMR. (HOPEFULLY) ANY PHONE WHICH ANY OF YOU THINK IS REALLY NICE ????? :D

It was you and me against the world

2010-03-28T23:33:00.017+08:00

Im supposed to be doing homework but ended up blogging.
Okay ......... lol really no mood for hmwks :(

Friday >
Started off morning badly. Embarassed myself on the stage with a not-so-nice banner :(

Basketball match, Nazihah Sze Min Me played against 2e2, 2n5 2n6.
Lost till so pathetic, swear they are damn pro. But at least got score a few goals ^^
Had fun though! We tried our best ... so satisfied :D
Oh btw, there's this super loser girl who had no sportsman ship at all . -.-

Watched vidoes on YOG after that @ the hall.
The Merly & Leo is super cute!!!! Quite fun la this part, got air-con in hall also :)

After sports carnival, chiong to meet Monica for half hour.
Proceeded to Long John for lunch, then Clara's house to finish up cme project.
Another killer project ok. Everyone returned home feeling tired thirsty irritated sleepy relieved.

Omg I love band okayyyy :D
Love my flute members, so nice!!!!! Especially love chatting with a few of them ^^
HEHEHE
Btw , i want tuition :( Dont ask why!

What if i said i need you baby,

Art of love

2010-03-21T22:54:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Tang Jia Yi !

Yo SL !! happy birthday , you're a fantastic SL ok! :)

Thx for all the patience with me when teaching me , i know i can be very irritating at times HAHAHA

Btw! Im glad that you enjoyed the last minute celebration! ^^
Hahaha ok stay happy & goodluck for your O's. again ( HAHA ) :D
Will miss you when you graduate !!!!!! ♥

Uhhhhh yes im BACK !! holidays ain't holidays at all, so hectic :(
Shall do a brief post of my full holiday schedule :)

Saturday > Went out with mummy & bro, watched 'Happy Go Lucky' @ Century.
Quite nice the show! Touching sia, and kinda affected me in a way. Haha

Sunday > Met Meiling @ tamp again. walkwalk ate chat.
Went over to her house and stayed over :)

Monday > Went to meet Eugene with Meiling @ Suntec. did nothing much though.

Tuesday > Lit Proj @ Clara's house.
Guys keep going horny ....... lol. all we did was to plan out all we wanted to do.

Wednesday > Cme Proj @ Clara's house, again. Syahrain was a great help ok!
Didnt finish it though, still halfway through :(

Thursday > Sci extra lesson in morning. Went to watch the dance performance @ Ngee Ann in the afternoon with Aqila Clara Yangkai.
Omg, the performance by our school was superb ok! SYAHRAIN GOT SOLO LEH HAHAHA DAMN NICE
Shopped around Orchard area after performance with Aqila Clara Jessie Kirstie Yangkai.

Friday > Was late for band for like 35min, ran 2 rounds when i reached school !!!!!!
Somemore tue need run another 5rounds.. lol hope they forget :(
Some teacher go call my dad when i already reach school ?! -.- retarded or what
Chatted alot with Horkuan Hyewon Sharlene during the camp! Fun ^^
During lunch break, celebrated Jiayi early birthday! Horkuan and me panic like mad coz scared she suddenly come while we preparing! HAHA so funny ok !!!!!!!!!
Sectionals + combined were all fine. Games were retarded, spent the whole 45min playing H2O.
Lol! but funny la :P
Overall band camp not bad la :)

Yesterday > Lit Proj @ Clara house. Stupid Jiahao late 1h sia ?!?!?!
Finally finished the project, i should say? So pekchek la.
Lit project is a real killer i swear :(

Today > Rot @ home, watched tv like half of the day but the shows all nice! ^^ hehe
I haven finish hmwk and school reopen tmrw :(
No more late nights + mornings..... Awww
STUDY TIME AGAIN !
Kbye

2010-03-08T23:26:00.009+08:00

Happy Birthday Chen Hongxuan !

Omg, imissyou ok :( still rmb last year only see you twice. TWICE IN A YEAR, is so pathetic la !! :(
Somemore we didnt get a chance to really talk. Aww still rmb we were very close in Primary6, miss those times!
Anyway, stay pretty & happy ok! dont always emo !!!!
Meet up soon, imy !!!!!! ♥

Nothing much tdy, lessons as per normal.
Home Econs was boring tdy. no cooking? all those work, omg hate it. almost fell asleep
Geog time pass so fast. Anyway, trying to change my mindset on geog, which is,
Geog sucks.
Trying to think more positively, telling myself "geog is nice!" lol i think i might like geog better, and do better in exams? hopefully
Maths is getting harder & harder, gotta pay extra attention.
Other than that, Monday rocks! :D

Oh yah, recess time was insane. Lol referring to Aqila Clara Alicia Su Jeong Kirstie and some others. Going mad over magnets\files\pencils ? O:
Madness. Kbye

Lets give it one more chance,

2010-03-07T23:01:00.010+08:00

I just can't explain this feeling ,

Im finally updating. Have been neglecting my blog for quite a long time, i know. Sorry :(

Anyway, first thing first, i do like this year's birthday. Exams are like the following day? Spoiler sia :( Didnt celebrate at all.
But still, thank you to those who've wished me happy birthday & gave me present. You know who you're. Thanks :)

Exams ... haiz. Not good, not bad.
Kinda disappointed with myself, when almost the whole class did well for this particular subject, except me.
Got a terrible scolding ....
I'll need to work extra hard, i swear.

Went out with Mf today!
Met ClaraV before that, pei her buy her shoes. Sry i was really late i know, :(
Chiong to meet Mf for movie after that.
Watched "Alice In Wonderland". Average show i guess.
Ate, and took neos. (finally!!!)
Hehehe. chatted alot alot alot with her. so freaking love chatting with her, ^^
Had hell lot of fun with her tdy !!!!!! :D

I wont update often now , but pls tag me ok! I will try to reply asap :)
Ok bye

~~Idk what else to say anymore. All i wanna say is, I did study, so please dont say i didnt, just coz u didnt see me studying.~~
~~I tried my best, thugh i know the results arent to your expectations.~~
~~Doesnt mean being the class chair, i've to get the perfect results, or whatever.~~
~~You claim that you understand me, but all you are asking is results, and nothing else. not even caring about the fact that i've tried my best.~~
~~I use quite alot of comp, yes i admit. but i did study, didnt I ? I jusy dont understand why the results are most important to you. Efforts arent anything to you.~~
~~Dont compare me with him ok, i know he's way smarter than me. but ME is ME. HIM is HIM. two DIFFERENT persons. Instead of comparing with my results, you just compare with him.~~
~~Ohwell, alright. i guess all i need to do now is work really very hard, and prove to you results. If thats what you expect~~

2010-02-22T22:28:00.006+08:00

He ate my heart ,

20Feb
Had some calligraphy competition @ NTU.
Travelled all the way to Pioneer with Yentin Christopher Dan Ni Beibei Xiaoxin and another few upper sec girls. Super far
Anyhow write coz no time and panic. in the end, won nothing too. expected though ;) haha
They were being nice people by providing free buffet for us. Yummy ^^
Had lots of fun with Yentin, chatted alot between mrt rides too :)

I know its very ugly :)

21 Feb
Met Eugene Mf Meiling ystd for movie 'Percy Jackson & The Lightning Thief'' @ Plaza Sing.
Now i finally agree with the others that its a super nice show !!!!!! :D Love it!
Dinner-ed @ KFC, chatted about lots of retarded stuffs too haha.
No pictures :(

School was nice today! Home econs cooked agar-agar & Ee-mee!
Ee-mee damn nice compared to the agar-agar which totally tasted hard & gross. ew
Got kinda pissed as usual......... i feel mean :(

Geog had relief teacher !!!!!!!!!
OHYAY totally love it man. ( no offence ) talktalk with Jiahui while sharing headset. ^^

Today isnt a very bad day ;)
AND YEAH !!!! MS TAN IS BACK !!!!!!!! i hope she teaches our class too ;( , though she's only attacted to BV for 10wks, hahaha
Awwwwwwwww

Ok CTS coming .... so study hard people!
Bye ;)

2010-02-18T22:12:00.004+08:00

Face the reality ,

Today wasn't a very good day ): Had a free period though!
Was damn sleepy during lessons, and PE sucks ttm i swear!

Had to do high jump & i seriously dowan to do.
So, Meusia Ruilin Me were taking our own sweet time time, but in the end, i still got forced to do lol.
Everyone was shouting my name, ask me do. And when i finally did it, everyone cheered & clapped, literally?
Yah, obviously I didnt do it correctly. but who cares anyway? haha
I swear damn ps, and i laughed until my whole cheeks + ear damn red & burning hot la! OMG

Band didnt wanna go, and was already @ the ISushi with Aqila Clara Josephine.
Suddenly Josephine had to go bck fall the band in, so i accompanied her.
Decided to stay in school. chatted with Geralyn, Arrys, Horkuan etc. then slacked with Jo & Clara awhile. went back AVA study after that hehehe

Common tests are coming, and my birthday falls just one day before the exam starts. omg this isn't good ): ):

~~Btw, seriously stop making me pissed. It's super annoying when you do those stuffs. Silence doesnt mean consent. I just dont want to blow my top and make everyone unhappy.~~
This isn't any joke so if you find it funny, im speechless.
But if this is gona continue despite my comments, Im gona get real pissed and scream at you one day, seriously.

2010-02-18T00:11:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Jessie Sim !

Happy Birthday Jessie Sim !
Firstly, sorry, i got no other pics already, i reformatted my comp everything gone!! Sorry ):
Hehe. I still remember how i first met you, during the Sec1 camp, asking me to sit beside you :) hehe
Thn we still *you know what* tgt , hahahah, damn cute la !!
And i also remember you worrying that time coz of you -you know what- ! but you're not even involved la !! hahaha
thanks for willing to be my friend, and being such a good listenener & secret keeper kkk! i appreciate everything which you've done for me, and always being there for me! :)
I♥YOU !

Today was fine i guess? got really shocked coz ........... shall not elaborate. hehe
Eng was cool ! haha
Seriously laughed like mad during i forgot which period. but damn embarass also so i shall not say here. hahaha
Some people are finally becoming more like a real HUMAN and talking to me like normal !

After school celebrate Jessie birthday @ TM then T1 with Aqila Andry Brandon Clara Derrick Jessie Josephine Samuel Yanru Yangkai !
Had fun, but the sun was blazing hot i swear!! HAHA NVM
Oh, and so glad Jessie loved the cake ^^ hehe

Haha ok off to sleep, nights
Hehehehe my post very mysterious today but its okay, ^^

\\ Stop being an annoying * and think you're always right. Unreasonable, not like you're very big, put yourself in our shoes & try to understand us for godsake la . -.-

(Credits to Clara, Yangkai )

Baby , tell me what i wanna hear ,

2010-02-13T00:20:00.015+08:00

You'll never know how much you mean to me ,

Celebrated CNY today, which i apparently didn't watched it AT ALL.
Argh, sad. :'(
Performed cny song, i should say it isn't that bad, yay ;)
Plus, our class won for the zodiac animal competition ! i'm seriously very thankful to those who've helped out with that, & of course, the cny decoration too, although we didn't win. Thanks alot people! ;D

Distribution of oranges after school. grouped with Syahrain Celestel Jiahui Nazihah Calvin Yangkai ^^
Was despo to distribute finish all the oranges, but took quite long. :\

Met Monica boyf after the CIP @ PP, like finally !
Lunched with her, and talked alottttt! ^^ Had fun hehe.

Yesterday
One of the suckiest day ? Well, i won't elaborate much.
Below are just pure complaints so you don''t have to read it or try to read it.

Zzz, idk what else to say. Firstly, i seriously didnt know i've to do that, and i got scolding. Ok fine, maybe i really lack common sense or i didn't observe or whatever crap, but so? Afterall, it's my FIRST time. don't tell me you guys didn't make any mistakes when you do things the first time. Zzz -.- Secondly, no one told me that i've to do that. And btw, i've asked. but i wasn't given any further instructions. If i was given, fine, take it as i've forgotten about it, and its my fault. But now what? it's a totally different story, -.-
Thirdly, im just one taking attendance. NOTHING MORE THAN THAT. but hello? why did i actually got a scolding coz i didnt give instructions? It isn't part of what i'm supposed to do, mind you. if i was told, oh fine. but, i wasn't. If your time is wasted, go look for * , NOT me. coz im not in charge of that. zzz seriously, pls get the damn facts right before blaming just ONE person, who is me, alone. it's like im getting scolded for everything when i just did one thing wrong? and taking th blame for *?
Teachers / * ain't always right, so don't always think you people are right. and act like some unreasonable person.
Coz of your untrue words, i didn't know what else to say. i kept quiet, and treated like it was my fault. and when all is over, i couldnt take it anymore and broke down. if thats what you want, go ahead.
You can just take it that it's ALL my fault, whatever -.- i don't wish to explain. you can be bias all you want and pick on me. i dont give a damn anymore.
One word .
Unreasonable -.-~~fyi, explaining myself doesn't means excuses.~~

And btw, thank you Horkuan veryvery much ;) you know what you've helped, ;)
And my section, you people rock, tyvm ;)
Byebye, pictures up next time if i've the time

2010-02-10T23:19:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday Lim Heng Long! :D

I promise i will post soon.
Byebye

2010-02-06T00:32:00.034+08:00

Happy Birthday Clara!

You're old, older than me at least. :\

Still remember both of us going hyper & mad last year, and of course now too. though sometimes we may have small fights, we still patch again, just like now. ;) thanks for always being there for me, trying to help me out whenever you can, and being with me when i need it the most!

Stay happy, be lesss horny! Stop growing taller coz you're already very tall ! hehe

Once again, happy birthday!

I♥YOU !

Hi ;) i decided to blog once again coz im sure i will be damn busy in the following days.

Anyway, mf's birthday pictures below. i've only gotten some, and most are still in her camera .. aww ):

Went to some Pre-cny tour with my mum last week. some pictures below too. ;)

Lessons fine today, band fine too.

I guess my mood got screwed up by many people today? well, idk what's wrong with me nowadays.

Exams coming up, there's no time for all these crap anymore.

Bye

Mf's bday ;

Pre-cny tour ;

2010-02-03T23:21:00.012+08:00

Happy Birthday Aqila !

( hehe i purposely put this picture coz i know you love it ! )

Hehe, you're 14 now!!!! older than me by 2weeks :( awww
Stay happy & pretty kkkkk! and all the best for your studies & find a prince charming sooon! HAHA im random ;p
Thanks for always being there for me when i need it. i still remember last time there was a period of time you were always with me, and since then, we grew close. hehe thanks so much!
You're a great great friend, listener! ^^ dont get too influenced by people and become TOO horny alright, hahaha.
Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
I♥YOU !

alright, dedicating over.
Anyway, i shouldnt say im in the best mood now ....
Im pissed off with my comp, which obviously doesnt want to cooperate with me, maybe it hates me? who knows. ZZZ

Lessons fine today, was terribly tired.
Had CNY rehearsal after school, and it sucks, i should say. Screwed up? :\
Didnt eat breakfast + recess + lunch, and ate damn alot when im home for dinner. ek
I guess i won't be updating blog often unless there are dedications or im free. but please continue tagging alright ;)
I guess i need PROPER revising when the weekends come.
Off to my vocab now, byebye

~~Idk what's over with me these few days. Flare up easily, pissed easily. moodswings? i swear it sucks totally. i dont have mood for anything. stressed up over everything? idk~~
Band isnt great. i was told that i still play horribly, and i didnt practice at home when i actually did? ;o well, i guess i've just gotta live with the fact that im never gona play well.
Practice makes perfect ....? No
Studies total crap too. Tests're done horribly when i DID study. if this continues, idk what exactly is gona happen to me.
Nothing's going well for me. maybe im too slack? idk. its only the start of the term and im proceeding so badly. will things actually improve? i really dontknow.
I feel like a TOTAL failure.

2010-01-30T00:10:00.009+08:00

You're just another part of me ,

Yup, guess a week is over again. time's really flying.

School's been fine, lesser falling asleep, ohyay :D

Band's good, saw my juniors today. And omg, there's like finally a guy after centuries in flute!

He's just so cute, Plus, he's in my primaryschool ! Isnt that cool or what? hehe

Band songs are fantastically nice! lovethem ^^

Cny's coming ......... ;)

Exams coming .............. everything is coming.

Sighs, i guess i really gotta buck up.

Overdued pictures below, will post about mf's birthday sooon ;)

byebye

>>> Derrick's birthday ;)

>>>Flute workshop!

If i had the ability to know, i will.

2010-01-26T22:09:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Meifang :D

Yay, you're fourteen now !!!!! :D:D so old, older than me sia. :( hehe its okay anyway.
Stay happy !! dont emo hor. ^^ hehe.
Thanks for always being there for me when i need it, listening to my rants, etc. sharing my joy with me & everything. thanks so much, i appreciate it alot ! though now we're gonna be busier, we must still talk & meet up alright! all the best for everything you do, in your studies, etc. you've been a great great friend, great listener, knowing you since p3. hehehe. hope we can be best friends for life ya ! i'll never forget all our memories together!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY once again !
I♥YOU ! muacks !

2010-01-20T23:06:00.005+08:00

You belong with me ,

Before i start,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HO WANXUAN !

&& ,

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY DERRICK WON !

Ok yah, I'm like finally posting .. Sorry for long absence, was either busy or lazy. :\

Anyway, school's fine these days. except the fact that i kept dozing off during boring lessons ... lol

Band's great, will be seeing my juniors tmr! ohyay im damn excited :)

Went out with Aqila Clara last friday, pictures below!

Enjoy :)

Stay tuned till i post the next time!

>>>Class decoration
( Certain photos credits to ClaraVentus! )

>>>Sci experiment

>>> Aqila Clara Me

>>> After school outside IShushi

I was happy in vain , not knowing that i'm just waiting in vain ,

2010-01-10T22:59:00.006+08:00

Bad romance ,

A week of school had just past ....
School's being kinda fine these few days, really trying my best to pay attention in class & doing revision @ home.
But well, cant blame me for falling alseep coz lessons are just simply bored at times.
Other than that, really gotta start bucking up since this year is the streaming year ...

At the same time, band is fine.
Just that the new songs're killing me, but its a new challenge to me, i guess. :) Combined is fun! while sectionals can be fun & bored .. :\
Im so excited to see the new-comers to my section !! next week, maybe?
And, i hope there are more who join band this year ! ^^ hehe

Wont't be blogging as often nowadays. but please continue tagging people! :)
Off to sleep, nights !

2010-01-04T23:20:00.003+08:00

Pictures to burn ,

First day of school today ... very slack, yet boring.
The thing i'm really glad & happy is that our FT is Ms Jane ! Yay :D
Im sitting @ the last row for now, beside ( i forgot his name ). lolol I realised idk many of the boys in my class. ;O
Did some worksheet today, had self-intro too. My class isnt as hyper as i've thought. For now, i just hope most of our teachers will be nice. :)

Yesterday :
Century with Eugene Mf Meiling ; Watched 'Sherlock Homes' - Average movie > Ate @ Century > Shopped @ T1 > Home-d .

Dedications for now . ;)

Family ;
I will not get mushy here, and i dont really want everyone to know everything. hehe.
But anyway, thanks for always being there for me, tolerating my nonsense & stuffs. hehe.
♥ you all . Mwarks

Monica ;
My lovely, cheerful boyfriend , always looking things on the bright side ! I think i dont remember seeing you like really really sad before, which im definitely amused. Not everyone can be like you, so optimistic ! I ought to learn alot from you, i admit. hehe. thanks for all your letters, encouragements, advices, everything ! I dont remember us quarrelling before, except for the ' facts game' which we've created ( haha ) ? Agree !! Hehe.
Teach me how be happy & optimistic. :( I want learn !! Hehe. Though we both seldom meet up, but you'll always be one i can always count on.
Thanks a lot for always being there for me, listening to my rants, giving me advices, and everything ! i know you're definitely one i can always trust with my secrets. Last but not least , goodluck with *winks* , you know who ! :P
Will ♥ you always !

Meifang ;
I still remember when i first saw you, your first impression to me is a shyshy girl . We became friends , and always quarrelling really badly when we're in primary school. even ended up me crying in front of you ! I've gotta admit, we aren't really on good terms in primary school. :\
But hey !! As time passes, we both suddenly become very close & become very good friends, just like now ! We seldom quarrel now, agree? (: But even we do, its nothing surprising. There's bound to be quarrels between friends, right !! hehe. You're another one whose always there for me, cheering me up, being my listening ear. Thanks so much for all those.
I will never all our memories together. Though now you're living so far & we both are in different sec school, I know you're one who i can always count on with my secrets too. Thanks for always putting up with me all this while, ( i know i can be irritating at times ) !
Btw, you're definitely NOT a shy girl anymore !! :P
Will ♥ you always .

Simin ;
Hubby !! We've been real close even when we just started knowing each other last year ! always trusting you to my secrets, and stuffs. thanks for always being there for me when i needed it the most ! you know when is that, *winks*. I still remember you being so crazy over spongebob, though i know you're still now. HAHAHA
no matter what, i will always be here for you if you need it k ! my lips will be sealed for you . ;) hehe. though now we're different class, i'll never forget all we've gone through together, though its just a short year . there's still a long way to go !! :)
stay happy, dont always emo ! Kyujong will be yours one day hehe. If no, i will then be yours !!
Ooooops, im already yours. :P
♥ you always !

Aqila Clara Jessie ;
You three are really nice people ! though i admit at the start of the year, i did not really have a good impression of some of you, but, as time passed, i find you guys really nice !
Aqila,
also known as crazy cow, being so horny at times, ( thanks to CLARAVENTUS !! ) Sad for you, your purity is destroyed by Clara .. :( But nvm, i will be there to help you destroy your horny-ness! HAHAHA. Ohya ! i rmb you on first day of camp, coz your name is in a movie too. ;P
Clara,
who always like to say me, bj-ing, whenever i say 'brb' . I shall clarify that now, I DONT BJ OKAY :D Dont get crazy over Phakphoum or whoever alright!! And i still rmb you crying in sec1 that time ! scare me !! dont cry again, i know you're another optimistic cheerful girl ;)
Jessie,
who have that cute high accent whenever she speaks. So cute la you Jessie ! You're another random girl, every now & then, saying 'ily' . Awww. First friend i made in BV, still rmb you asking me to sit beside you during the orientation camp coz i didnt have any seat. Aw so sweet !

You three, thanks for helping me through my way in sec1 whenever i had problems with the others. you girls will never fail to make me feel better whenever im down, making me laugh, or whatever. i look forward to knowing you guys more in Sec2 !
♥ you three always !

Jiahui & Eunice ;
I remember on the first day of school, i looked around the whole class, everyone gives me a weird impression ( HAHA ), and then out of the corner, i saw you 2 girls. i was like ' oh great ,finally 2 normal classmates here! ' i still thought you two are anti-social & scary coz both of you never talk to other people one !! HAHA
' i was so excited with making friends with you both, and yes, i did !
You both have been the closest to me in sec1, and i must say, we really have alot of problems here & there, which apparently caused us to drift apart even though we've patched .. But still ! thanks for always being there for me in sec1. i still remember how you guys helped me to scold * in term1/2 (?) so fierce & scary !! i will never forget what you both have done for me! :)

ClaraChoi ;
Though we both are not really close last time, I still remember how you treated me from last time till now ! Clique problems last time, always repeating. You were the only one there to understand me, and being friendly to me even though sometimes i run away the moment i see you guys. And you will suddenly shout ' HI YANYAN ! ' which apparently made me shocked, but glad at the same time that there's at least one person who is willing to talk to me. (yay)
I still remember in starbucks, *winks* , we both studying together! and in the bus, talking ! ;P hehe.
Thanks a million for all you've done for me. i will never forget how you've tried to help me whenever there's problems between the others & I !
♥ you !

Meiling ;
Thanks for your advices always whenever i needed them ! & also, thanks for being my listening ear, listening to my rant. I know im very irritating at times (guilty). i still remeber both of us with Mf always doing stupid things together, dancing together, singing together, going hyper & crazy together whever i stayed over. Or even in KL, bathing together coz scared of *hahaha* . HAHAHA will not forget those times, and i love the KL trip with you both !
♥ you !

& thanks to ;
Danni ;
First bestfriend i made ! I still rmb we both being real close together with Sherilyn in the first term ! hanging out during recess together, laughing today, etc. thanks for always being there for me trusting me ! ♥

Chairin ;
Remember im the first person you know when you come bv coz you sit beside me !! Then Mrs Tan made me be your ' buddy' hahaha. Know you better through band ^^ thanks for always being there for me ! ♥

Yina ;
Cute la you always change hairstyle . hehe. idk if you still got -you know what- now , but hope never uh ! hehe. i still rmb you were one of those people i trusted alot on the start of school term !! hehe thanks for always being there for me. ♥

Josephine ;
Became close to you in band hehe. Anyway, you're one funny girl, always laughing . i like going to your house !! :) thanks for willing to accompany me always in band :) ♥

I guess that's all ? Anyone i miss out just tell me. {:
Hehe. thanks to everyone who made me smile in 2009, and all the best in 2010! :)