Everything is building up within me

Firstly .....................

O level chinese oral today was HELL..... literally. i was really nervous and my heart was beating sooooo fast.

Omg so, the passage was about some environment and volunteering so basically, i was thinking of what to say about environment, and something along that line, for the conversation. Then when i went to the examiner, and they asked , '' singapore's population is increasing rapidly, what are your views? ''

I STONED. YES I LITERALLY DID. i was like super duper ultra shocked and i really felt my mind TOTAL BLACK OUT.

seriously, first time i truly experienced the meaning of ''black out'' . i used to think that people who say their mind blacked out is exaggerating but no.... i TRULY understand that now.

I really felt so depressed and i wanted to cry after the oral ):

Okay so to summarise : I SCREWED MY ORAL. LITERALLY.

omg i just hope that my overall result can hit A2. i really really dont want to drop out of hcl !! :( :( :( :( :(

Enough of ranting. i just pray that i can remain in HCL. keeping fingers crossed.

Basically, school's been kinda a bore and SOME lessons never fail to hypnosis me to sleep okay. I'm starting to dislike band. yes, definitely cus of YOU and your disgusting face. eeeek, it DISGUSTS me.

Followed by some other really annoying face which never fail to spoil my mood.

So yup? i ain't enjoying band like how i used to. :(

i guess that's all for today. goodbye!

Missing everything we used to share

OKAY. i'm here to blog again! HI!

School is like crazy nowadays okay. lessons everyday ending at what.... 4+ and like cca 6+ ?! im like freaking tired and stressed lah.

Anyway............ I'm kinda scared and excited for the performance this sunday! hope everything goes well!

And from now onwards, i'm gonna have the motivation to study. NO MORE LAST MINUTE. i've to make this a promise, hopefully.

So well........i guess that's all. Won't be posting too often! bye!

I just hope i can go through this, unscathed.

I need some fun

Let's see, first week of school passed really slowly. It was basically hell looking at our timetables for the rest of the year.

OMG, my life is full of studying. Furthermore, changed seat and i'm beside johannes now. But on the bright side, i've hyper sujeong near me..... so, :)

Band doesn't seem to brighten my day as much as it used to be. Just by seeing someone's face alone can spoil my day.

But i don't deny that i love playing music which just cheers me up :)

Uhm, i don't know what to say anymore. i'm kinda excited for my band concert @ merlion's park! goodnight!

P/S. no recent pix. hyewon & sharlene havent send me :(

As long as you are there

Shit lahhh i think my blogskin quite horrible, or isit nice ?!

Kayyy whatever. LOL

I don't know what to blog! but , im going out tmr with smf !!! YEAY MAN.

But guess what, sch's gonna reopen on M O N D A Y. like wtheck ?????? soooo fast. i'm dreading it. okkkk, maybe only see friends ?????? argh STUDIES STRESS !@#$%^%^&*

i'll post pix someday, MAYBE.

meanwhile, let's leave this blog dead. i will blog , someday :)

goodbye!

never really felt so humiliated before. it's like a tight slap across my face.

i will never forget this.

If i let you go

SHIT. I MISS MY LONG HAIR ):

HI. I'm back, at least for this holiday.

i dont know if anyone is still reading this blog but.... i've the sudden urge to update.

idk about what, anything, something.

yeah i'll update soon! and maybe renovate my blog!

SO, ITS THE HOLIDAYS! ENJOY PEOPLE!

P/S: SORRY PEOPLE. im super out of photos this year! haven't really been going out. will upload during the holidays when i go out. OKAY BYE :D

I ain't giving up, and i hope you do the same either.

Hi everyone !!!!!!!! did you guys miss me? :D

I know i haven't blog for like freaking long , oops sorry, caused by insufficient time + laziness (:

Errrrr so basically, march holidays are here !!! quite happy uh, can wake up later ^^ but the hw load is still crazy la :|

Ohhhh got back my ct result slip and i think i didnt do as well as i've expected. Kinda disappointed cus i didnt study that hard :(

Well, i hope i will do way better for mye then !!!!

So school has always been the same, i don't have time to go out at all, i swear.

Can you imagine having to return home late aft 7pm cus of cca on tue, thur & fri. Plus tuition on sat & sun. Its insane okay like seriously :O

Syf's coming! im half anticipating, half dreading.

Good point is that i will be able to have more time to study !

Bad point is that my seniors will all be stepping down and they are like super close to me too! i will be deprived of ppl entertaining me, going crazy with me, laughing crazily with me, being there for me, releasing my stress, and much more. Can you imagine?!?!?! that's really sad i swear i will cry ok :( haiszxc

Hmmm okay let pictures do the talking then, im quite lazy to elaborate. sry the pictures are like random order one!!!

goodnight people ! i blogged yay me and i hope i will blog more frequently too x.x

Keep my blog alive by tagging my cbox !!!! THANKS :D

Enjoy the pix spam :D

Random with jessie !

Chinese new year !

Random outing with eugene mf meiling !

Zijie's bday!

couple date before v-day !

i guess that's it? had fun right!

yay kbyeszxc :D